Restless dreams won't kill you, but the monsters know you're sleep deprived
Posted: Tue Dec 05, 2023 12:42 am
The road from Shepherd's Glenn didn't branch off anywhere between the town and the next one over on Toluca Lake, at least not enough to suggest they'd gone elsewhere. That was why they didn't take the road, instead squeezing through the trees along deer paths in the brush. It wasn't as much of a straight-shot, navigating around roots and tangled brush, but as long as they traveled in a generally south-west direction, they'd get where they were going eventually. There was also presumably something about distance and noise and trees maybe swallowing the sound of the engine so they would be less likely to be followed. That was the hope anyway, but maybe that was too optimistic. The driver kept glancing over his shoulder and sweeping the treeline as they went, searching for lights that weren't his own, expecting white or flashing red-and-blue to give chase and find, track and catch, question and take.
He wouldn't let anyone take his little brother away.
Luckily, they hadn't been followed yet. If the commotion from earlier had alerted anyone, they either hadn't called it in or the response was delayed. The one time he'd be grateful for the cops not doing their damned jobs. Either way, no one had come knocking at the door between the sudden silence and the scramble to pack the essentials. People knew the family had been planning a trip. Maybe no one would notice for a few days. He could take advantage of that time to get somewhere they could lay low and figure out what to do next. He considered the cabin they'd rented; it was closer, but he worried about staying there for any length of time. Someone would come looking, and it wasn't too difficult to dig up a reservation. He did remember an address - a set of numbers and a street name drilled into his brain when he was still in elementary school - and the faint image of a house. A small place with bleach-white paneling, nestled in old town. Maybe he could go there? He could nail down a plan later. For now, he just needed to get as much distance between them and the house as he could.
When the dirt bike's engine suddenly stalled before they'd even reached the lake, the anxiety that had slowly been easing stirred back up again, pressing him to the edge of panic. He squeezed the accelerator as tightly as he could, but the vehicle gave no response and started slowing down. The trees were thinner and the ground was more level than earlier, so he had no issue putting his feet to the ground when the bike no longer balanced on its own. Bewildered, he tried kick starting it again. The motion disturbed the other passenger, earning a mumble of confusion. The gears moved, but the engine didn't fire. He tried a few more times to no avail, eventually kicking at the front tire with a curse. They shouldn't be out of fuel yet. Sure the bike didn't hold much, but it had been full when they left, he was sure of it. He'd checked.
He sighed, a sharp hiss between his teeth. Drumming his fingers to squeeze around the handles a few times, he started glancing around to orient himself. The forest was quieter than town was, jarringly so. He thought he could hear water somewhere in the distance, but he wasn't entirely sure. Could have been a breeze. He picked up the compass clipped to his belt, shaking it a bit to orient it. It wasn't as familiar as the one he'd learned on, so he wasn't sure if he was reading it right. He couldn't see anything yet through the trees - not the road, thankfully, but nothing else either. Just more trees. He hoped they were close to the lake, or maybe the river, which they could follow to a bridge. And hope nobody in town questioned a pair of random kids running around unsupervised with a dirt bike and camping supplies. Maybe it would be better to approach civilization after dark.
"Ever?" He felt the knuckles of smaller hands press into the small of his back for his attention. "What happened?" He craned his neck over his shoulder to look at his passenger, a smallish boy with black hair and tired brown eyes. He didn't want the kid to pick up on his anxiety; the kid was smart, though. After a moment during which the kid kneaded at his back like a cat, he answered.
"Well. I think." He glanced at the dead headlight. "Something ate our electricity. Probably leeches," he tacked on with a nod. The kid's face scrunched up skeptically, mouth falling open to argue, but the elder didn't give him the chance. "Gotta walk it. Lemme up." The kid groaned in complaint but pried his grip out of his brother's jacket and scooted the little bit of space he could. With some careful maneuvering, Ever swung a leg over the bike and situated himself to start pushing. The kid scooted forward, fingers curling around the seat. He squirmed and readjusted several times as the older boy started walking, prompting the question, "How you holdin' up?"
"Hands hurt,” he admitted, taking one off the seat to flex his fingers then putting it back to do the same to the other. “Leeches don't eat electricity," he said after a minute, turning a squint back up to his brother. "They eat blood."
"I dunno," Ever mused. "I learned last week there's some that eat more than blood. Maybe there are some that eat electricity!" The child giggled as his brother clicked his teeth towards him in an exaggerated biting motion. "Or maybe that's eels? Pretty sure there's electricity-eating eels nearby."
"Those live in the ocean, dummy," the kid argued back, hand flapping to pat Ever on the arm that crossed over the bike. He stopped after the second swat with a hiss, grabbing onto his wrist. "Ow, ow-" Ever stopped pushing the bike, straightening attentively.
"Careful. Need some painkillers?" He was already kicking the bike stand and starting to rummage through the bags strapped to the back of the bike. He was grateful that it had been modified to actually carry some semblance of cargo, unlike a factory-new bike - he'd managed to strap a couple backpacks on top of the supply duffel. The closest one had a few bottles of medication and a bottle of water came from another pocket.
"I'm okay," the kid said, even as he grimaced and rubbed at his wrist, not looking at his older brother when Ever offered him a cut pill in an open hand. The boy glared at his wrist instead. “I didn’t even hit that hard,” he complained. “Annoying.”
"Ash?" Ever tried to catch the kid's eye. "We've still got a long way to go, and I don't want it getting bad enough that we have to stop, okay?"
The boy looked at his brother, then at the offered pill. He scrunched his face, this time in disgust, tongue sticking out. “The white ones are gross,” he said, and Ever answered with an empathetic ‘yeah.’
“Do you wanna take it, though, or do you want the pain to get worse?” He didn’t push it or move his hand, keeping it firmly in offer territory rather than making a demand of it.
“It’s really gross,” Ash stressed. “And you didn’t pack any kool-aide.”
"Yeah, that’s my bad. How bout we make it fair then? You take the meds, and Iiiiiii….take a bite of a pine cone." Ash's squeaky bark of laughter made Ever's eyes flick across the landscape, but he eased a smile before the kid could notice. After that, it was a simple hand off for the kid to swallow the pill down with some water. Ever put the bottle back in its pocket while Ash looked at him with expectant delight. The elder made a show of looking around at the ground before grabbing the bars of the bike and kicking up the stand. With a grin, he said, "If you see a pine cone, let me know, alright?"
The boy squawked in indignation, calling out the older boy for his treachery. When he didn't quiet down after a few moments, Ever paused again to make negotiations, so they wouldn't draw too much attention. Those ended with him gnawing on a twig for a while, and the kid had a smug little smile, happily kicking his feet along the sides of the bike. They eventually started seeing buildings between the trees, corners of uninteresting brick heralding the edge of civilization. Ever slowed his pace to ease the bike's momentum to a crawl and pushed it around to put a tree between them and the town.
“I wanna take a look at it while there's still daylight,” he explained at his brother's questioning tilt, patting the handlebar as he kicked the stand back down. “Hop down?” Ash didn't seem to have any trouble dismounting the bike, but Ever stayed close just in case, unclipping a few bungee cords to get into one of the bags . He dug out a tool he'd seen used on the bike before, twisting it in his hand as he considered what to inspect first. Ash drummed his hands lightly against the supply pile, calling his attention. “Need something?”
“My coat?”
“Sure.” The tool was tossed to the dirt beside the front wheel, and a plush coat with a fur-lined hood was procured from its place squished among the bags. Ash took it without so much as a thank you, but Ever never expected one. He let the kid do his thing while he started looking over the bike, checking the fuel and then the wire connections most accessible to him before considered trying to dig at the nuts and bolts. When all the easy stuff was done, he glanced away from his work to see what the kid was up to.
Ash had shucked the small backpack he'd worn on the ride, something packed light enough for him to carry without issue. The zipper was open, and the eyes of a pink rabbit plush peeked out like a curious spectator. A soft pencil case sat open beside that, filled to the brim with a motley combination of colored pencils and crayons. Ash had a sketchbook open, scribbling tiny doodles in the spaces between the ones that already covered the page. The book itself had clearly seen better days, its pages rumpled and stained, some moved from one spot to another, some corners sticking out at different angles; a few sticky notes marked their favorite pieces. Seeing Ash try to squeeze just a little more use out of the margins made Ever smile, just a little forlorn, for the book also had a number of rips and tears repaired by tape and tears from angry, hurtful days.
Ever stood up and went back to the supplies, rifling quietly through them. He'd thought it was stupid at the time. Frazzled by hysteric panic, he'd wondered why he was so adamant to take it with him. A little more level-headed now, he was glad he did. Shoved precariously into his own bag, he found a spiral sketchbook, white pages pristine with newness, the cover a sturdy hardboard that was sure to last against some of the future abuse it was sure to go through. He'd been planning to save it for after the trip, maybe closer to Christmas, but...well, the trip wasn't exactly happening anymore, was it?
“Hey, Ash?” The smaller boy responded with a curious hum but did not look up from his work. Ever stepped around the bike, crouching down beside the boy. “I've got something for you.” The hand finished a zigzag line, lifted from the page, and then Ash looked up at his brother. Ever showed him the new sketchbook, and Ash's expression was more than enough to convince him that the frivolous addition to his bag wasn't so frivolous at all. The boy didn't take it from him at first, looking at the neat edges with something like reverence, and he looked at Ever with a hopeful question. “Mr. Harkin saw ours was pretty full. Said this was an early Christmas gift.” What Ever didn't mention was that he had been nicking the office's supply of printer paper for art class, and he'd been scolded for it before he admitted that his parents couldn't spare the money for all of the school supplies. Not exactly the truth, and certainly not an excuse that pleased his teachers, but at least his parents weren't called for his thievery. That would have been a disaster.
Ash still hadn't taken the book. Ever huffed something of a laugh, wiggling the book in offer. “Go on. You can start it, I don't mind. I got a big head start on that one.” He nodded towards the old one; the first quarter of it had been used in the year or so before Ash had taken an interest in drawing, too. “Only right you get to start us off on this one, yeah?” A toothy grin spread across the kid's face, and he eagerly but gently took the book in hand, running his hands over the cover. He bobbed his head side to side, swaying a bit even, before he looked down at the tattered sketch book he'd been working in.
“What about the old one?” He set the new book in his lap and started gathering the old sketchbook together, gently nudging the pages back into place. Then a look of alarm crossed his face, and he clutched it tightly to his chest, holding it away from his brother with a fearful stare. “You're not gonna throw it away, are you?!” It pained Ever to hear the panic in the boy's voice, knowing exactly why he was so worried.
“Nope.” He shook his head, tone level to remain reassuring. “I'll tuck it in a bag for safe-keeping. We'll figure out what to do with it when we settle down somewhere. Maybe we'll frame some stuff, but it's not getting thrown away, I promise.” Thankfully, Ever had a very good track record of keeping his promises, and Ash was adequately assured. After a little more rifling of the pages, the old book was handed off, and Ever did with it just what he said he would. “Alright, you get started on that. I'm gonna see if I can figure this out.”
“Can I make a page all one color?”
“Sure, whatever you wanna do. Mr. Harkin said a lot of painters do that kind of thing to get rid of the blank canvas feel. Great way to start off, if you ask me.” Ever found the tool again and got back to work inspecting the bike, this time sitting down to take a closer look at the inner workings. Lot of good that did him. Daylight left quickly, and he was pretty sure something snapped where it wasn't supposed to as he tried taking something off. Some grumbling, cursing, and a gritty pair of hands later, he figured he wasn't really getting anywhere with it, and he was probably just going to break it entirely if he kept at it. He felt a bit like a monkey with a wrench - utterly useless. At least a monkey was cute.
With a huff, he tossed the tool aside and looked around the wheel at his brother. Ash had stopped drawing at some point, the book laid flat with a dark colored crayon abandoned partway through his scribbling. Now the kid was curled up against the tree, hands shoved under his coat and face buried in his knees. The temperature had gone down, Ever noticed, and he knew cold wasn't all that great for the kid's aches and pains. “How you holdin' up over there?” There was quiet, then a bit of wiggling, and then a pair of brown eyes squinting over at him.
“Cold,” Ash grumbled between his teeth. “Hands hurt.” And then he buried his face back in his knees, shoulders shaking in a shiver.
“Think I've got something for that,” Ever started. He packed the tool back up and rummaged through the pockets of one of the bags until he found a little red drawstring pouch. “Awesome, found it. Let's see- lighter, lighter, lighter... There's gotta be a lighter in here somewhere.”
“Dad took em out of the camping packs,” Ash called. “Said they could hurt us.” Ever's unimpressed look was given to the bags, but it was more appropriately directed at their father. Bastard man.
“Great. Uhm...”
“I found one in mom's sock drawer.” Ever startled, the tips of his ears tingling with warmth; he knew for a fact that there was much more than just socks in mom's sock drawer. Things a seven-year-old boy shouldn't be looking at. Never mind how Ever accidentally came across it when he was just barely older than that himself. Well, no point about it now. Ash was digging through his coat pockets and procured a small lighter from one of them. It was a small, cheap little thing made of annoyingly bright plastic; probably barely sparked if it still had any fluid left in it. It was better than nothing. Ever skirted around the bike and sat beside him, taking the offered lighter in hand. Then he opened the pouch and slipped out the thing inside, which looked like a large zippo with holes in the lid at a glance.
“Watch me do this, alright? That way you can do it later if you need to.”
“Kay.” Ash readjusted, squinting at the process while Ever worked. The elder explained what he was doing as he popped off the top, then a little cap underneath, checking to see if the sponge inside had lighter fluid in it. Then he replaced the little cap and fought with the sock drawer lighter to light the wick on the side. He let it burn a bit and die down before putting the holed cap back on, and then slipped it back in the pouch, pulling the drawstring shut.
“Make sure to keep it upright or it won't work right,” he said, handing off the pouch to Ash. Ash hummed happily when he realized the pouch had become pleasantly warm, and he clutched it to his sternum, fingers curled against it. Ever let him savor the warmth while he stood and straightened out the supplies, re-securing them with the cords. “Alright, we better head into town. Pretty sure there's a river to cross and there's not gonna be a bridge in the middle of the woods. It's not too far off. You wanna ride or walk?”
“Mh.” Ash stretched his legs out, wiggling them side to side like he was testing how they felt. “Walk,” he declared, and he started packing his things. Pencil case and brand new sketchbook joined Robbie the Rabbit. Once the bag was back on the kid's back, he was ready to go, hands still curled around the warming pouch. Ever made sure he was totally ready before nodding and kicking up the bike stand, rolling it around the tree and directing them towards the buildings. After a few minutes, Ash asked, “Do we have any gloves?”
“I'm not sure,” Ever admitted. “I think if we do, they're kind of buried. Think you can hold out with the warmer til we camp?”
“Yeah...” Ash padded along a few more thoughtful steps. After a minute, he lifted the warmer, pressing his nose against the pouch. Ever chuckled.
“Don't melt your face off.” Ash instantly held the pouch at arms length, eyes wide, and Ever struggled to keep his laugh at a reasonable volume for sneaking around. “It won't actually,” he reassured. “Well. It might if you take it out of the pouch. I think you're safe, though.” Ash scrunched his face in a suspicious squint, but slowly eased the warmer closer to his face again. The comfort of warmth on his cheek won out against worry as they broke from the treeline. Ever slowed again, listening for the noise of workers or equipment that might still be running this late. It was quiet in a way that was almost eerie. Ever murmured to Ash, “Stay close, okay?” to which Ash murmured an agreement, and they continued forward.
The pair passed between a couple of buildings that looked like warehouses and ended up against a road just after. Ever glanced both ways along it, then checked the compass attached to his belt. He glanced down the road again. “Okay. I think- that's the way back. Let's go this way.” The teen turned the bike to the left, and Ash followed, scurrying around to be on the same side as his brother, away from the street. They met another street not long after, and they spotted a pair of road-signs on the corner boasting the names: KETCHUM ST. and PRESTON AVE. Ever considered the intersection, but he didn't know enough about the area to orient himself from just two street signs. He didn't even grow up on this side of town in the first place.
“Bustop.”
“Huh?” Ever looked down at his little brother. Ash let go of the warmer with one hand to point across the street to the next corner.
“Bustop,” he said again. Right - because the both of them had been told that if they were lost in town, they just had to find the nearest bus stop, and those usually had a map, or a bus would come by eventually and its driver would be able to help them. Luckily for them, they wouldn't have to wait for a bus to come by in the middle of the night. As they rolled up beside the sign, they spotted a board pinned up on the building at the corner, and that board had a route map pinned up behind a glass pane.
“Hey, good eye,” Ever praised as he looked over the route. It wasn't a map of the whole town, which would have been more convenient, but it was better than nothing. One of the stops had the name of a park, and Ever figured that could be a good place to camp. It looked like a pretty straight shot, too, but he needed to plan a little further ahead than just camping for the night. He glanced down at his brother to see him staring intently at the map, as if he was trying to make sense of it as well. “Well, there aren't any pamphlets,” Ever said, and Ash looked at him. “Could we spare a page in the book to copy it down?” Ash blinked, then seemed to realize what he meant, and he slung his backpack around, handing off the sketchbook and pencil case once he'd dug them out. “Awesome, thanks. This'll help a lot.”
Much as he would have liked to color-code the page to keep things straight, he still felt pressed for time. Ever scribbled a copy of the map in quick fashion, varying a few lines when he felt the need to. “Good enough. Gonna hold onto this one for later,” he said, wiggling the pencil he'd used before pocketing it and taking a look over his rudimentary copy.
Ash put up the other pencils and closed up his bag when it didn't look like Ever would be passing back the sketchbook. With the backpack back on and warmer firmly in his hands again, he shuffled on his feet, trying to chase off the aching that had started up in their short trek. Ever glanced over, getting an idea of what the behavior indicated. “Hey, it's late. You're probably tired, hm? You wanna hop up and play navigator for me?” The kid didn't need to be asked twice; he scrambled up on the bike with the warmer in his pocket and was very happy to take the sketchbook when it was given to him.
“Mkay, pretty sure the bridge is just a little further down the block. From there it's like half a block more to Logan's Park. We'll camp there tonight, sound good?” Ash's agreement was forced and half-hearted; Ever didn't push for anything more enthusiastic, simply kicking up the bike stand and rolling them further along down the street as he tried not to worry too much.
He wouldn't let anyone take his little brother away.
Luckily, they hadn't been followed yet. If the commotion from earlier had alerted anyone, they either hadn't called it in or the response was delayed. The one time he'd be grateful for the cops not doing their damned jobs. Either way, no one had come knocking at the door between the sudden silence and the scramble to pack the essentials. People knew the family had been planning a trip. Maybe no one would notice for a few days. He could take advantage of that time to get somewhere they could lay low and figure out what to do next. He considered the cabin they'd rented; it was closer, but he worried about staying there for any length of time. Someone would come looking, and it wasn't too difficult to dig up a reservation. He did remember an address - a set of numbers and a street name drilled into his brain when he was still in elementary school - and the faint image of a house. A small place with bleach-white paneling, nestled in old town. Maybe he could go there? He could nail down a plan later. For now, he just needed to get as much distance between them and the house as he could.
When the dirt bike's engine suddenly stalled before they'd even reached the lake, the anxiety that had slowly been easing stirred back up again, pressing him to the edge of panic. He squeezed the accelerator as tightly as he could, but the vehicle gave no response and started slowing down. The trees were thinner and the ground was more level than earlier, so he had no issue putting his feet to the ground when the bike no longer balanced on its own. Bewildered, he tried kick starting it again. The motion disturbed the other passenger, earning a mumble of confusion. The gears moved, but the engine didn't fire. He tried a few more times to no avail, eventually kicking at the front tire with a curse. They shouldn't be out of fuel yet. Sure the bike didn't hold much, but it had been full when they left, he was sure of it. He'd checked.
He sighed, a sharp hiss between his teeth. Drumming his fingers to squeeze around the handles a few times, he started glancing around to orient himself. The forest was quieter than town was, jarringly so. He thought he could hear water somewhere in the distance, but he wasn't entirely sure. Could have been a breeze. He picked up the compass clipped to his belt, shaking it a bit to orient it. It wasn't as familiar as the one he'd learned on, so he wasn't sure if he was reading it right. He couldn't see anything yet through the trees - not the road, thankfully, but nothing else either. Just more trees. He hoped they were close to the lake, or maybe the river, which they could follow to a bridge. And hope nobody in town questioned a pair of random kids running around unsupervised with a dirt bike and camping supplies. Maybe it would be better to approach civilization after dark.
"Ever?" He felt the knuckles of smaller hands press into the small of his back for his attention. "What happened?" He craned his neck over his shoulder to look at his passenger, a smallish boy with black hair and tired brown eyes. He didn't want the kid to pick up on his anxiety; the kid was smart, though. After a moment during which the kid kneaded at his back like a cat, he answered.
"Well. I think." He glanced at the dead headlight. "Something ate our electricity. Probably leeches," he tacked on with a nod. The kid's face scrunched up skeptically, mouth falling open to argue, but the elder didn't give him the chance. "Gotta walk it. Lemme up." The kid groaned in complaint but pried his grip out of his brother's jacket and scooted the little bit of space he could. With some careful maneuvering, Ever swung a leg over the bike and situated himself to start pushing. The kid scooted forward, fingers curling around the seat. He squirmed and readjusted several times as the older boy started walking, prompting the question, "How you holdin' up?"
"Hands hurt,” he admitted, taking one off the seat to flex his fingers then putting it back to do the same to the other. “Leeches don't eat electricity," he said after a minute, turning a squint back up to his brother. "They eat blood."
"I dunno," Ever mused. "I learned last week there's some that eat more than blood. Maybe there are some that eat electricity!" The child giggled as his brother clicked his teeth towards him in an exaggerated biting motion. "Or maybe that's eels? Pretty sure there's electricity-eating eels nearby."
"Those live in the ocean, dummy," the kid argued back, hand flapping to pat Ever on the arm that crossed over the bike. He stopped after the second swat with a hiss, grabbing onto his wrist. "Ow, ow-" Ever stopped pushing the bike, straightening attentively.
"Careful. Need some painkillers?" He was already kicking the bike stand and starting to rummage through the bags strapped to the back of the bike. He was grateful that it had been modified to actually carry some semblance of cargo, unlike a factory-new bike - he'd managed to strap a couple backpacks on top of the supply duffel. The closest one had a few bottles of medication and a bottle of water came from another pocket.
"I'm okay," the kid said, even as he grimaced and rubbed at his wrist, not looking at his older brother when Ever offered him a cut pill in an open hand. The boy glared at his wrist instead. “I didn’t even hit that hard,” he complained. “Annoying.”
"Ash?" Ever tried to catch the kid's eye. "We've still got a long way to go, and I don't want it getting bad enough that we have to stop, okay?"
The boy looked at his brother, then at the offered pill. He scrunched his face, this time in disgust, tongue sticking out. “The white ones are gross,” he said, and Ever answered with an empathetic ‘yeah.’
“Do you wanna take it, though, or do you want the pain to get worse?” He didn’t push it or move his hand, keeping it firmly in offer territory rather than making a demand of it.
“It’s really gross,” Ash stressed. “And you didn’t pack any kool-aide.”
"Yeah, that’s my bad. How bout we make it fair then? You take the meds, and Iiiiiii….take a bite of a pine cone." Ash's squeaky bark of laughter made Ever's eyes flick across the landscape, but he eased a smile before the kid could notice. After that, it was a simple hand off for the kid to swallow the pill down with some water. Ever put the bottle back in its pocket while Ash looked at him with expectant delight. The elder made a show of looking around at the ground before grabbing the bars of the bike and kicking up the stand. With a grin, he said, "If you see a pine cone, let me know, alright?"
The boy squawked in indignation, calling out the older boy for his treachery. When he didn't quiet down after a few moments, Ever paused again to make negotiations, so they wouldn't draw too much attention. Those ended with him gnawing on a twig for a while, and the kid had a smug little smile, happily kicking his feet along the sides of the bike. They eventually started seeing buildings between the trees, corners of uninteresting brick heralding the edge of civilization. Ever slowed his pace to ease the bike's momentum to a crawl and pushed it around to put a tree between them and the town.
“I wanna take a look at it while there's still daylight,” he explained at his brother's questioning tilt, patting the handlebar as he kicked the stand back down. “Hop down?” Ash didn't seem to have any trouble dismounting the bike, but Ever stayed close just in case, unclipping a few bungee cords to get into one of the bags . He dug out a tool he'd seen used on the bike before, twisting it in his hand as he considered what to inspect first. Ash drummed his hands lightly against the supply pile, calling his attention. “Need something?”
“My coat?”
“Sure.” The tool was tossed to the dirt beside the front wheel, and a plush coat with a fur-lined hood was procured from its place squished among the bags. Ash took it without so much as a thank you, but Ever never expected one. He let the kid do his thing while he started looking over the bike, checking the fuel and then the wire connections most accessible to him before considered trying to dig at the nuts and bolts. When all the easy stuff was done, he glanced away from his work to see what the kid was up to.
Ash had shucked the small backpack he'd worn on the ride, something packed light enough for him to carry without issue. The zipper was open, and the eyes of a pink rabbit plush peeked out like a curious spectator. A soft pencil case sat open beside that, filled to the brim with a motley combination of colored pencils and crayons. Ash had a sketchbook open, scribbling tiny doodles in the spaces between the ones that already covered the page. The book itself had clearly seen better days, its pages rumpled and stained, some moved from one spot to another, some corners sticking out at different angles; a few sticky notes marked their favorite pieces. Seeing Ash try to squeeze just a little more use out of the margins made Ever smile, just a little forlorn, for the book also had a number of rips and tears repaired by tape and tears from angry, hurtful days.
Ever stood up and went back to the supplies, rifling quietly through them. He'd thought it was stupid at the time. Frazzled by hysteric panic, he'd wondered why he was so adamant to take it with him. A little more level-headed now, he was glad he did. Shoved precariously into his own bag, he found a spiral sketchbook, white pages pristine with newness, the cover a sturdy hardboard that was sure to last against some of the future abuse it was sure to go through. He'd been planning to save it for after the trip, maybe closer to Christmas, but...well, the trip wasn't exactly happening anymore, was it?
“Hey, Ash?” The smaller boy responded with a curious hum but did not look up from his work. Ever stepped around the bike, crouching down beside the boy. “I've got something for you.” The hand finished a zigzag line, lifted from the page, and then Ash looked up at his brother. Ever showed him the new sketchbook, and Ash's expression was more than enough to convince him that the frivolous addition to his bag wasn't so frivolous at all. The boy didn't take it from him at first, looking at the neat edges with something like reverence, and he looked at Ever with a hopeful question. “Mr. Harkin saw ours was pretty full. Said this was an early Christmas gift.” What Ever didn't mention was that he had been nicking the office's supply of printer paper for art class, and he'd been scolded for it before he admitted that his parents couldn't spare the money for all of the school supplies. Not exactly the truth, and certainly not an excuse that pleased his teachers, but at least his parents weren't called for his thievery. That would have been a disaster.
Ash still hadn't taken the book. Ever huffed something of a laugh, wiggling the book in offer. “Go on. You can start it, I don't mind. I got a big head start on that one.” He nodded towards the old one; the first quarter of it had been used in the year or so before Ash had taken an interest in drawing, too. “Only right you get to start us off on this one, yeah?” A toothy grin spread across the kid's face, and he eagerly but gently took the book in hand, running his hands over the cover. He bobbed his head side to side, swaying a bit even, before he looked down at the tattered sketch book he'd been working in.
“What about the old one?” He set the new book in his lap and started gathering the old sketchbook together, gently nudging the pages back into place. Then a look of alarm crossed his face, and he clutched it tightly to his chest, holding it away from his brother with a fearful stare. “You're not gonna throw it away, are you?!” It pained Ever to hear the panic in the boy's voice, knowing exactly why he was so worried.
“Nope.” He shook his head, tone level to remain reassuring. “I'll tuck it in a bag for safe-keeping. We'll figure out what to do with it when we settle down somewhere. Maybe we'll frame some stuff, but it's not getting thrown away, I promise.” Thankfully, Ever had a very good track record of keeping his promises, and Ash was adequately assured. After a little more rifling of the pages, the old book was handed off, and Ever did with it just what he said he would. “Alright, you get started on that. I'm gonna see if I can figure this out.”
“Can I make a page all one color?”
“Sure, whatever you wanna do. Mr. Harkin said a lot of painters do that kind of thing to get rid of the blank canvas feel. Great way to start off, if you ask me.” Ever found the tool again and got back to work inspecting the bike, this time sitting down to take a closer look at the inner workings. Lot of good that did him. Daylight left quickly, and he was pretty sure something snapped where it wasn't supposed to as he tried taking something off. Some grumbling, cursing, and a gritty pair of hands later, he figured he wasn't really getting anywhere with it, and he was probably just going to break it entirely if he kept at it. He felt a bit like a monkey with a wrench - utterly useless. At least a monkey was cute.
With a huff, he tossed the tool aside and looked around the wheel at his brother. Ash had stopped drawing at some point, the book laid flat with a dark colored crayon abandoned partway through his scribbling. Now the kid was curled up against the tree, hands shoved under his coat and face buried in his knees. The temperature had gone down, Ever noticed, and he knew cold wasn't all that great for the kid's aches and pains. “How you holdin' up over there?” There was quiet, then a bit of wiggling, and then a pair of brown eyes squinting over at him.
“Cold,” Ash grumbled between his teeth. “Hands hurt.” And then he buried his face back in his knees, shoulders shaking in a shiver.
“Think I've got something for that,” Ever started. He packed the tool back up and rummaged through the pockets of one of the bags until he found a little red drawstring pouch. “Awesome, found it. Let's see- lighter, lighter, lighter... There's gotta be a lighter in here somewhere.”
“Dad took em out of the camping packs,” Ash called. “Said they could hurt us.” Ever's unimpressed look was given to the bags, but it was more appropriately directed at their father. Bastard man.
“Great. Uhm...”
“I found one in mom's sock drawer.” Ever startled, the tips of his ears tingling with warmth; he knew for a fact that there was much more than just socks in mom's sock drawer. Things a seven-year-old boy shouldn't be looking at. Never mind how Ever accidentally came across it when he was just barely older than that himself. Well, no point about it now. Ash was digging through his coat pockets and procured a small lighter from one of them. It was a small, cheap little thing made of annoyingly bright plastic; probably barely sparked if it still had any fluid left in it. It was better than nothing. Ever skirted around the bike and sat beside him, taking the offered lighter in hand. Then he opened the pouch and slipped out the thing inside, which looked like a large zippo with holes in the lid at a glance.
“Watch me do this, alright? That way you can do it later if you need to.”
“Kay.” Ash readjusted, squinting at the process while Ever worked. The elder explained what he was doing as he popped off the top, then a little cap underneath, checking to see if the sponge inside had lighter fluid in it. Then he replaced the little cap and fought with the sock drawer lighter to light the wick on the side. He let it burn a bit and die down before putting the holed cap back on, and then slipped it back in the pouch, pulling the drawstring shut.
“Make sure to keep it upright or it won't work right,” he said, handing off the pouch to Ash. Ash hummed happily when he realized the pouch had become pleasantly warm, and he clutched it to his sternum, fingers curled against it. Ever let him savor the warmth while he stood and straightened out the supplies, re-securing them with the cords. “Alright, we better head into town. Pretty sure there's a river to cross and there's not gonna be a bridge in the middle of the woods. It's not too far off. You wanna ride or walk?”
“Mh.” Ash stretched his legs out, wiggling them side to side like he was testing how they felt. “Walk,” he declared, and he started packing his things. Pencil case and brand new sketchbook joined Robbie the Rabbit. Once the bag was back on the kid's back, he was ready to go, hands still curled around the warming pouch. Ever made sure he was totally ready before nodding and kicking up the bike stand, rolling it around the tree and directing them towards the buildings. After a few minutes, Ash asked, “Do we have any gloves?”
“I'm not sure,” Ever admitted. “I think if we do, they're kind of buried. Think you can hold out with the warmer til we camp?”
“Yeah...” Ash padded along a few more thoughtful steps. After a minute, he lifted the warmer, pressing his nose against the pouch. Ever chuckled.
“Don't melt your face off.” Ash instantly held the pouch at arms length, eyes wide, and Ever struggled to keep his laugh at a reasonable volume for sneaking around. “It won't actually,” he reassured. “Well. It might if you take it out of the pouch. I think you're safe, though.” Ash scrunched his face in a suspicious squint, but slowly eased the warmer closer to his face again. The comfort of warmth on his cheek won out against worry as they broke from the treeline. Ever slowed again, listening for the noise of workers or equipment that might still be running this late. It was quiet in a way that was almost eerie. Ever murmured to Ash, “Stay close, okay?” to which Ash murmured an agreement, and they continued forward.
The pair passed between a couple of buildings that looked like warehouses and ended up against a road just after. Ever glanced both ways along it, then checked the compass attached to his belt. He glanced down the road again. “Okay. I think- that's the way back. Let's go this way.” The teen turned the bike to the left, and Ash followed, scurrying around to be on the same side as his brother, away from the street. They met another street not long after, and they spotted a pair of road-signs on the corner boasting the names: KETCHUM ST. and PRESTON AVE. Ever considered the intersection, but he didn't know enough about the area to orient himself from just two street signs. He didn't even grow up on this side of town in the first place.
“Bustop.”
“Huh?” Ever looked down at his little brother. Ash let go of the warmer with one hand to point across the street to the next corner.
“Bustop,” he said again. Right - because the both of them had been told that if they were lost in town, they just had to find the nearest bus stop, and those usually had a map, or a bus would come by eventually and its driver would be able to help them. Luckily for them, they wouldn't have to wait for a bus to come by in the middle of the night. As they rolled up beside the sign, they spotted a board pinned up on the building at the corner, and that board had a route map pinned up behind a glass pane.
“Hey, good eye,” Ever praised as he looked over the route. It wasn't a map of the whole town, which would have been more convenient, but it was better than nothing. One of the stops had the name of a park, and Ever figured that could be a good place to camp. It looked like a pretty straight shot, too, but he needed to plan a little further ahead than just camping for the night. He glanced down at his brother to see him staring intently at the map, as if he was trying to make sense of it as well. “Well, there aren't any pamphlets,” Ever said, and Ash looked at him. “Could we spare a page in the book to copy it down?” Ash blinked, then seemed to realize what he meant, and he slung his backpack around, handing off the sketchbook and pencil case once he'd dug them out. “Awesome, thanks. This'll help a lot.”
Much as he would have liked to color-code the page to keep things straight, he still felt pressed for time. Ever scribbled a copy of the map in quick fashion, varying a few lines when he felt the need to. “Good enough. Gonna hold onto this one for later,” he said, wiggling the pencil he'd used before pocketing it and taking a look over his rudimentary copy.
Ash put up the other pencils and closed up his bag when it didn't look like Ever would be passing back the sketchbook. With the backpack back on and warmer firmly in his hands again, he shuffled on his feet, trying to chase off the aching that had started up in their short trek. Ever glanced over, getting an idea of what the behavior indicated. “Hey, it's late. You're probably tired, hm? You wanna hop up and play navigator for me?” The kid didn't need to be asked twice; he scrambled up on the bike with the warmer in his pocket and was very happy to take the sketchbook when it was given to him.
“Mkay, pretty sure the bridge is just a little further down the block. From there it's like half a block more to Logan's Park. We'll camp there tonight, sound good?” Ash's agreement was forced and half-hearted; Ever didn't push for anything more enthusiastic, simply kicking up the bike stand and rolling them further along down the street as he tried not to worry too much.